☂下雨的日子☂

       OMFG！！！UNBELIEVEABLE！！！！IT‘S DAMN SHOCK！！！！！I JUST CAN’T BELIEVE THAT！！ THAT‘S ALL？？？？ ONLY A SORRY？？？？THAT’S WHAT A GOOD FRIEND WILL DO？？？  I SWEAR TO GOD , I WONT BE NICE TO ANY1 ELSE ANY MORE！！！
       IF THAT REALLY HAPPEN， DONT BLAME ME. CUZ I WILL BE REALLY MEAN TO U LIKE WHAT U DO TO ME.
       JUST FEEL TIRED AND SICK NOW.  

       CONFUSING.....WHAT THE HELL IS FRIENDSHIP?????  

         Happy New Year~

         New year with new life. To me, 2006 didn't give me a good ending. The sad result, the unimplement goal, all of these made me feel upset. However, we all have no chances to go through the pass time again. To the new future, I still need to keep moving on. Just wish that all the things will go to the new way~

         So angry these days. How can a person do such sick, awful things!!! Talk about me behind my back!?!? I can stand it for half year but not any more!!!!! I also will be angry and don't consider me to be such a weak person so that you can fool around me all the time!!! I knew everything a few months ago!!! I didn't say anything not because I didn't know about that, just because I wanted to give you a chance to shut up!!! Everyone has their eyes and sometimes no matter what you said, you can't make any changes about people's thought. So stop talking about the others!!! It's a sick and fucking habit especially to a girl !!!!!!

        Many of my friends will move out of resident these days. Feel a little bit upset. All of them were studying with me during the first year I arrived at Toronto. Because of them, I didn't felt lonely and enjoyed my happy life in Toronto last year. But everything will chang soon. Everyone gets their own business and enters the university. Just hope that they can have a happy life in their new envirerment.

       Back to Toronto again. Comparing with last year,my feeling is totally different. Last year when I arrieved at Toronto, what I had was just excitement. But now, 4 days after I came back, I still miss my parent so much and I can't feel any excitement and happiness. Each time when I saw my family's photos, I just burst into tears. I can't control myself. I told them that they can consider me to go to university at Zhu Hai, but in my mind, I can't let myself stop missing them as what I did last year. I know they will feel lonely when they come home and face the empty house. And I also know that they smile to me just to make me focus my attention on study. I knew all of these last year but why I miss them so much this time? I can't tell a lie to myself again because I really miss them. Just hope that they can be happy forever.